sentences that have been said to me today-
-your head looks a bit like an egg.. you better not be a soft boiled egg or i wont like you.
-all that shit every month? your hormones are taking the piss out of you! *after talking about periods*
being the friend i was and being a girl friend, getting baked everyday and doing well at college, having a good time and saving money.. i wish i found it easier to do these things properly at the same time.
i’ve kind of forgot about college lately.. the last 3 weeks have been spent either; high, pinging, monging, or sleeping, so going back to reality on monday is such a daunting thought. i genuinely think that if i won the lottery (and didn’t have to think about how i’m going to make a living), after travelling and partying and treating everyone and all that- i would get as many take-away menus as i could, as much weed as i could, and just spend a few months in bed just having sex, smoking weed and watching films.
i’ve have had the most jarring cough for about 3 weeks now and its actually starting to piss people off. i literally can’t do anything without breaking into a coughing fit- i can’t even sleep without waking up to cough for 20 minutes. i have no idea why my immune systems turned to shit but to make matters worse, i’ve now got cough syrup that makes me physically want to be sick.
haven’t been drunk for over two months now and genuinely think this time i’ve stopped drinking for good. there’s just no appeal in it to me anymore. when i drink, 99% of the time i don’t stop until i’m a complete mess, falling over, being sick, crying, saying stupid stupid stupidddd things. where as with other things, 99% of the time i’ll have an amazing night with out making myself out to be a complete tit. i might have a sore mouth and achey back in the morning but compared to the repercussions i used to get from a weekend of getting pissed..